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OK... SITTING AT MY DESK THIS MORNING AT THE OFFICE I DECIDED I JUST NEED TO RELEASE THIS THING AND GET IT OVER WITH...

HONESTLY IM EXCITED BUT NOT AT THIS.... ITS ANOTHER SITE TO KEEP UP ON A REGUALAR (DAILY ACTUALLY) IN ADDITION TO anjliksol AND WORK AND MY PHOTOGRAPHY LOAD. BUT NEH.... SUCH IS LIFE



IM SOOOO MAD ABOUT FRIDAY NIGHT STILL.... I BROKE MY (s-b600) IN SOME FORM OR FASHION, PROBABLY JUST NEED A BULB REPLACED BUT THEN AGAIN THATS WHAT kurt's IS FOR. TO TOP THAT WHOLE THING OFF IM ALMOST 95% POSITIVE THAT I LOST THIS NEW ACCOUNT I HAD BEEN WORKING TO GET FOR ALMOST 3 WEEKS.


IT SUCKS NOT HAVING MY OWN CAR LIKE I USED TO ... IT MAKES GETTING PLACES 20X MORE COMPLICATED THAN NESSCARY AND HAS ME BACKLOGGED LIKE NO JOKE. IF I HAD HAD IT FRIDAY I COULD HAVE MADE IT TO MY EVENT NO PROBLEM AND WITHOUT BREAKING ANYTHING. TAKING THE BUS DOWNTOWN LEAVES ME INCREDIBLY PRESSED FOR DEPARTURE WINDOWS (WHICH MEANS I NEED TO WORK ON MY EFFECIENCY GETTING OUT OF THE HOUSE AND ON MY TIME MANAGMENT TOO).


ASS KISSING IS IN ORDER IN A MAJOR WAY TO GET THAT ACCOUNT BACK.... I REFUSE TO LOSE IT FOR MORE THAN 6 MONTHS. MATTER OF FACT I REFUSE TO NOT HAVE MY CAR AND HAVE IT IN PRIME CONDITION IN 5 MONTHS (WHERE THE MONEY IS COMMING FOR TO MAKE SURE OF THAT IDK BUT HEY... THATS WHAT PRAYER IS FOR RIGHT??)


TODAY IM GOING TO TAKE AWAY FROM MY PEEPS TO REALLY GET MY SHIT TOGETHER... BUDGETS, ALL MY BACK LOGGED PHOTS, THE WHOLE 9 I CANT DO SHIT FEELING THIS UNORGANIZED AND LOSING CLIENTS AND SHIT.....


REALLY THO